These next six months will determine the rest of my life.
It feels as though I’ve been through so much, but I have barely started my journey.
I just need to regain my passion.
How do I do that? I have no clue. But I must.
The world is not fair. I will never understand how it works.
I must accept that. I must accept that I can never be normal.
I MUST not let my carnal lust overtake my desire for greatness.
The time is now.
I must regain my spirituality, living in a materialist world is slowly destroying my mental state.
Yet every interaction is a reminder of the harsh reality of life, I NEED to rise above it.
Just for today.
Just for now.
It will all be okay soon enough.
I need to re-program myself.
I am ready.